Another pickle.

I have gotten myself in another pickle again. 

So, I'm dating this boy name Kollin, who is 16, I'm 15. He is only one town away from me. We have been dating for like a month now. I was stupid, to even go out with him so fast, because we didn't even have the time to become friends, or get to know each other, but we ignored that fact, and skipped to going out. He is more of the sexual type too, I mean I like it sometimes to be honest, just not like all the time. He also already got me a promise ring, which I think is cute but waaaaay to soon. I can't say I love him, because I don't know what true love is, I know I like him, just Idk.

Sorry this is long.

I like another boy, his name is Joey, but this one is different, I have known him for a very long time, were friends, and everything like that, but he lives waaay to far away, he just got his heart broken, he knows I like him, he knows I'm falling for him and he even says he likes me and is falling for me, but I told him that I don't like being the one to hurt someone, I never have. I don't want to hurt Kollin, because I'm scared he wouldn't understand or get pissed off, I just want someone who I know, who is a friend, who I can actually trust...not some *not* love relationship, so I'm really confused, once again.